I should clarify something about this whole being furloughed thing, how it affects my life and the perspective I have on it.
Being a pilot isn’t a job, it’s a lifestyle. That’s an incredibly cliche phrase, but it hits very close to the truth. I didn’t know many guys at Express who woke up one day when they were 22 and said, “Huh, I think I should be a pilot! The return on that investment would probably be pretty good.”
Almost everybody I worked with was just like me; they had wanted to fly airplanes for a living from a very young age. For me I was around 6 when I first started spouting off about airplanes.
More so, I started flying airplanes when I was 16. I’ve been a pilot as long as I can remember, and I can’t think of a time in my life when flying wasn’t the primary focus of my life. Put simply, it’s all I know. My identity as a person is largely as an airline pilot. The SIC type on my certificate will always be there, and that career will always be forefront in the way I identify myself and invariably how people identify me.
You see, when somebody meets me and they find out what I used to do for a living they’re taken aback. “An airline pilot!?” It’s such a small group of people that fly jets around for a living that it sticks out on your resume like a sore thumb.
It’s something I’ll never escape, but not just because it’s so rare. When you’re living the life of a pilot, it’s not glorious; it’s grinding. But at the same time, you are largely married to the company you work for, being unable to leave for seniority reasons. Because of that, being furloughed is an incredibly strange experience.
You’ve very likely worked your entire life to get to a job at an airline, and once you finally get there, you’re thrown back onto the street.
In the end it’s strange, and that’s the best way I can describe it. I can’t think of many other jobs that take over your life with such totality than flying does, and when you’re spit out of the system it’s strange to be working towards a new goal when for 20 years all you’ve known has been pressurized tin cans that burn JetA.
Unlike being laid off from so many other jobs, you’re not just laid off from your job; you’re laid off from an entire lifestyle, the way you eat, sleep and interact with those around you.
It’s just…strange.